Don't let the goosebumps bite

Well today was/is halloween and i just got home from trick or treating/ and a party. Sometimes i get this feeling where i just wish i had someone to hug, makeout, cuddle or dance with. Between the battle of my emotions - love and hate . . . i came to realize that love is stronger . . . and i can back that up with alot of reasons.

My thoughts are escaping from its mental institution = => called the brain

sometimes i itch my skin until it bleeds (because beauty is only skin deep)i watch closely as the brutal meatloaf takes on the morbid slice of tender turkey . . . .gooey laughter fills the airi cry so hard it turns black and the oxygen is killedand his sly smile reminds me of the strings of greenbeans stuck inbetween a pair of buck teethoh how irritating and fun it tickles my mind

The best song that has ever entered my ears

The next time you want to fuck me over, stab me in the front Can I still see my future in your eyes?Or can I picture myself stone dead in your embrace? And your cruel crimson smile kills me quietlyNo one could have their moments free from your withering touch Fuck off! Like you're the only one who has ever cried or been broken by love Spare me your pity party drunk off your own misfortunes Wallowing in your blissful melancholy Can you taste my blood? You knew that this would kill meBut you carried on and onWith your selfish shitEveryone cared about you.. . .Why couldn't you? Instead your greed compelled you to steal other silver liningsBurnt down my worldYou killed my hope Spread out the ash and walked away How could you just close off your eyes?Next time I see your face we’ll see who has the upper hand Kiss my fistTaste the floorTired of your gamesFuck off goodbye

Your justice could freeze beer

I really despise it when people who don't know me THINK they've got me all figured out. If i make a comment thats different or dress up in something thats out of the ordinary most people would be in shock and make the dreadful remark of "wow thats so not you".Well fuck you very much but i think i know who i am. If i want to dress a certain way or make a comment thats unusual i will do whatever i please. This proves why i love my true friends so much. They except me for who i am and would never purposely make fun of me for what i wear or say. While supporting me through my good decisions they lead me in the right direction when i start to make bad ones. They are always there for me and i can count on geting a good laugh when i'm with them anytime. I'm so grateful i've found friends like them. There's nothing better then a great friendship.

Ok

Ok so i fell through on my word.But It's so hard to resist writing in this journal (which is currently under the name neglect). So i decided to write in it.Just to excite you.Ohh no. . .not. . .really.Nothing exciting is going on in my life. I feel dull at times and happy at others but what more can you expect? I'm so sick of myself sometimes. Like i always get those "hallway" crushes . . .you know the ones where you can't stop staring at the person cause they are just so god damn interesting looking . . . .and you don't have the guts to say anything to them?It sucks.

Attention all readers!

I've decided i'm only going to write in this journal when i am happy or when i'm in a hopelessly romantic mood. So don't expect many enteries in the near future.Signing off with fake rubber lips and long goooey eyelashes,Marie

WOOOOOOOOO Lions Tigers Bears OH MY!!

Today was a blast!!! I went to the mall with katharoach and we were hookers on the side of the road!! OMG sosoosso funny we went to brents and then it rained right when we got out. . . so we stood in front of the building brainstorming our way back to the mall. These older men across the road were looking at us and i was a hollering "how am i suppose to get business when it rains?!" We were striking all these "sexy mama" poses and This guy came up to us and offered us a ride. . .hes like "my car's kinda dirty. . . " and i'm thinking so is your mind you dirty dirty MAN!!!WELL ANYWAY me and katie questioned everything there was to think about. . . . then went to the book store to search for answers ahahhahahahaa. WOO oh and i HATE crossing the road... . . especially when its a main one like 41!! my sandle feel off me feets in the middle of the high way! LOL omggg i hate it when people beep beep at us!!!google my oogggggleeeee suck me thumbs